Welcome, Phoenix.

The question is, are you tired? Yes, I am…

I’m so tired lately. There’s no specific reason to explain, but I’m tired to think, to speak, to smile and everything. Tired heart, mind, body and soul.

Depressed, stressed, pressured.

When I feel tired, all I want to do is laying on bed all day long with my eyes open and do nothing, except day dreaming until I fall asleep, then forget what I’ve been thinking. I only listen to my heartbeat and how I breath…

Tears burst out without any reason. You know, I scream “I DO TIRED WITH ALL OF THIS! DON’T YOU GET IT, HUH?” silently. So, no one heard it. Except, my heart, angles and GOD~

What I’ve been doing is only showing off my fake smile in a fake world and pretending everything is going to be fine, but actually not. I’ll make it fine, if I want to. Being at home won’t make it better. What now? Being alone in my room and trying not to over thinking.

God, I need little help…

I feel so lost. I have no directions at all. Lost in the dark forest, no lights. Just hope, morning will come faster. In the darkness and the sound of the crow.

This chess is hurt. You scratch it too deep, baby. It’s still hurt and the scars remain. You give me those memories. If only I could sweep out all of memories, then I’ll be fine.

Phoenix comes and helps to lead me into the light. I won’t expect too high or anything, but thank you for helping me. I’ll survive!

Good bye

Live your life

May you live in peace

Let your God shows you a little light

Karma does exist

What goes around, comes back around